{"id":482,"date":"2018-06-19T13:02:25","date_gmt":"2018-06-19T17:02:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/grownwomanflow.com\/?p=482"},"modified":"2018-06-19T13:02:25","modified_gmt":"2018-06-19T17:02:25","slug":"its-okay-to-be-happy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/grownwomanflow.com\/index.php\/2018\/06\/19\/its-okay-to-be-happy\/","title":{"rendered":"It’s Okay to be Happy"},"content":{"rendered":"

One thing we\u2019ve all said at some point in our lives is, \u201cI just want to be happy<\/em>\u201d and there\u2019s nothing wrong with that at all. We all deserve to be happy, each and every one of us, no one is exempt from happiness. I mean, c’mon, that’s the goal, right? But, honestly, what does it mean to be happy? How many of us have ever truly experienced happiness? Sometimes we need to look in the mirror and ask ourselves, \u201cWhen was the last time I was genuinely happy<\/em>\u201d? and, unfortunately, many won\u2019t be able to recall that moment because they\u2019ve either never experienced or it\u2019s just been that long.\u00a0 Many times, we will settle for being content and claim it as happiness.\"Image Trust me, we all know people who are married,in long term relationships\u00a0or, hell, even single and miserable but will claim they\u2019re happy because they drive a fancy car or have a big house. Your bank account may be fat but your soul is empty and that\u2019s not being happy.<\/p>\n

I will openly admit there have been times in my life when my happiness was staring me dead in the face but I refused to give in to it out of fear. Yes, I know that initially that sounds crazy, I mean, how can fear exist when happiness is at the threshold? I was afraid if I let go and actually let myself be happy that whatever it was which made me so over the moon happy would be taken away. I\u2019ll use the example of my first boyfriend, I will not mention his name, y\u2019all know I don\u2019t do that, I met him when I was 13 years old. We started off as friends, he was the kindest, most respectful and genuine person I\u2019d met in my short life and I fell deeply\u00a0\u00a0in puppy love with him.\"RelatedYou couldn\u2019t tell me that we weren\u2019t going to be together forever but life had other plans for us. When I turned 15, my family moved away and my relationship couldn\u2019t withstand the whole 13 mile distance. Give me a break, I was only 15, no job, license or car, I surely wasn’t WALKING! I gave in to my chance at being happy and it was taken away from me so, from that moment on, I was extremely guarded when I felt happiness was near. In future relationships, to protect myself, I\u2019d always look for a reason not<\/strong> to be with someone who was perfect for me and pair that with the fact I\u2019m petty as hell? Yeah, you already know my reasons were uber stupid. I\u2019d come up with reasons such as: \u201cwhen we were at the mall, you didn\u2019t compliment me when I held up that pink shirt 12 stores ago. I can\u2019t be with someone who doesn\u2019t appreciate how the color pink brings out the neutral flecks of gold in my eyes<\/em>\u201d! and break up with him! Laugh all you want but many of you reading this have done the exact same thing, you may have to go back a lil further to find the memory but keep looking and you\u2019ll find your Petty Betty or Petty Murphy moment.\"Image<\/p>\n

The reality is this, since most haven\u2019t experienced genuine happiness, they don\u2019t know what it is that will truly make them happy. When you\u2019re broke, you think money will solve all of your problems and allow you to be happy but once you get the money you\u2019re still miserable.\"Image Guess money wasn\u2019t the road to your happiness. When you\u2019re single, you think that once you\u2019re in a relationship you\u2019ll be happy. But alas, you get in a long term relationship just for the sake of being in one and constantly cut your eyes at him for leaving his dirty draws on the floor and dream of the day when you\u2019re single and can sprawl out on your queen sized bed once again.\"Image You\u2019re miserable because you settled for being in a relationship with anyone instead of someone. Trust me, there’s a huge difference between being anyone and someone to the person you care about. You watch all of these reality shows and see the shoes, fashion and purses these females carry and tell yourself, \u201cIf I had those shoes, I\u2019d walk around happy as a pig in shit<\/em>\u201d! You scrimp and save and finally are able to drop $1,200 on those expensive heels but, while they may lift your ass, they don\u2019t lift your spirit the way you thought they would.\"Image When you\u2019re working at a miserable job, you tell yourself once you get that new career you\u2019ll be happy. Well, you get that new position and, guess what? You\u2019re still not happy. Shocking, I know, right? Happiness isn\u2019t in a bank account, another person, a pair of shoes\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026..\"Imagewait, sorry, got distracted at the thought of some hot shoes…………Okay, I’m back! Your happiness isn’t in a job either, it’s in YOU!<\/p>\n

I\u2019ve been broke, broken, and in a less than soul satisfying job and that\u2019s why I can speak on those things not being what brings me happiness. Does having a few more dollars in the bank relieve the stress of feeding and providing for your family? Of course it does but it doesn\u2019t bring you happiness. Thru the financial struggles, many heartbreaks and doldrum jobs, I’ve come to learn I am responsible for my own happiness. I’ve taken the time to think about what will actually make me happy and come to realize I am quite a simple person. I can be just as happy or miserable living in an apartment as I can be in a big house or wearing $40 shoes as opposed to wearing $1,000 shoes. What makes my soul glow the brightest is when those I love and care about are happy. To hear my daughters laughing will instantly bring a smile to my face or seeing how my sister glows at the aspect of planning her wedding, well, it’s become a stressed face lately but she still glows with love. I know we’re not supposed to rely on another person for our happiness but I base mine on the level of those I hold dear. I happen to be one of those sappy people who will smile like the Cheshire Cat when I’m in the presence of the one who has my heart.\"Image Experiencing that type of happiness enables me to be able to see past their flaws and love them for who they are. When you’re always looking for an out, the good in them doesn’t outweigh the microscopic flaws, you’ll actually seek out those flaws just to avoid the mere possibility of true happiness because it’s new and scary.<\/p>\n

The tears you cry while sitting in a Tesla\u00ae<\/sup>\u00a0roll down your cheeks the same as those shed while sitting in a Yugo\u00ae<\/sup> .<\/p>\n

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If you can\u2019t appreciate the small things in life, what makes you think you\u2019ll have any appreciation for the bigger things?\u00a0That\u2019s why we struggle in certain areas of our lives, to enable us to be more appreciative when the big things happen. Example: you live in a studio apartment and resent it because it’s not a single family home, never appreciating the charm of your apartment. Apartment living life can be great! Think about the fact all you have to do is pick up the phone when something breaks and your landlord will fix it, or the fact you got it on your own, whether renting or buying, many can’t say they got it on their own. You’re so preoccupied with what it’s not you never appreciate the neighborhood charm that gives you the ability to experience all the mom and pop shops in your area filled with diversity\u00a0paired with the fact you are able to rest your head on your pillow at night knowing there\u2019s a roof over it and you\u2019ve gone to bed with a full belly.<\/p>\n

My fear was that if I gave into that happiness, something tragic would happen and it would all go away, crushing my spirit in the process. Too many times, we won\u2019t give in to being happy out of fear it being snatched away or seeming weak. Many of us ‘claim’ we want<\/strong> to be happy, but how many of us actually let<\/strong> it happen? You’ve gone too long without it to not give it a chance. So, when that person whose presence brings a smile to your heart, soul, and face comes around, don’t push them away, embrace all they embody. If you’re living in an apartment, embrace the quirkiness that makes it yours and appreciate the roof over your head. You may not have your dream job but dammit, you’re employed, do you know how many people can’t say the same?<\/p>\n

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It’s time for us all to be happy so, stop sweating the small stuff and imperfections because we all have them but that’s what makes us unique.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

One thing we\u2019ve all said at some point in our lives is, \u201cI just want to be happy\u201d and there\u2019s nothing wrong with that at all. We all deserve to be happy, each and every one of us, no one is exempt from happiness. I mean, c’mon, that’s the goal, right? But, honestly, what does … Continue reading “It’s Okay to be Happy”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":483,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-482","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7va7x-7M","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/grownwomanflow.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/happy-toes-e1526618449472.jpg?fit=300%2C223&ssl=1","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/grownwomanflow.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/482","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/grownwomanflow.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/grownwomanflow.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/grownwomanflow.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/grownwomanflow.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=482"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/grownwomanflow.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/482\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":509,"href":"https:\/\/grownwomanflow.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/482\/revisions\/509"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/grownwomanflow.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/483"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/grownwomanflow.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=482"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/grownwomanflow.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=482"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/grownwomanflow.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=482"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}